June 2013
So you can feel the way I feel it too
And I’ll mirror images back at you
So you can see the way I feel it too” —The XX
Sometimes I’m over casual sex, Sometimes I get so disgustingly needy.
Divorce has tainted my grander fantasy of love. I used to have this ideal vision of what I wanted…but I only wanted that with him.
It seems like I can’t focus…what’s the bigger picture now? What am I striving for?
When you’ve had it all…What do I need now?
I don’t feel alone, but I do seek some companionship. Is this the part where I buy a farm and raise a million pugs?
I’ve had this urge to run away..I want a brand new setting. But can I actually do that alone?
In the meantime, I suppose I have to figure out the where? And the why?
Relax it’s just sex not love.
But seriously more of tonight on a more regular basis and I might be satisfied?
But probably not… I’m never satisfied :)
My heart comes undone. Slowly, unravels, in a ball of yarn.
Daniiiiii he totally cried!! xoxox!!
Your thoughts are of no consequence
And all that you know will one day be gone” —The Sword